Always there

It’s not just close family and friends that help people with chronic illnesses like cystic fibrosis (CF)*. The recent death of one of my unsung heroes reinforced this…

I received a text from my mum a few weeks ago breaking the sad news that Ken Lacey had died aged 92. Ken and his wife Betty, who survives him, were like pseudo grandparents to me.

We’ve known Ken and Betty Lacey all our lives and there’s a good reason for that. They tragically lost their CF son – their only child – Peter in 1974, aged only 24. Back then this was an unexpected age to reach considering the life expectancy of CF sufferers. As context, when I was born in 1971, I wasn’t expected to live much beyond 17…

Ken and Betty were realistic about Peter’s chances but realised that he shouldn’t be wrapped up in cotton wool. Instead he was encouraged to make the most of what life he was likely to have. When he was in his early twenties he bought a hearse car along with some college friends and they drove it on the Continent and had a wonderful time. The irony of driving around in a funeral car is certainly not lost on me.

Peter was very artistic and attended Art College and his paintings were shrined on the walls and cabinets of Betty and Ken’s homes. Those paintings were always there to remind them.

Peter was treated at Great Ormond Street Hospital (GOSH) in London, curiously at the same time that my mum was being trained there as a nurse, though we don’t think their paths crossed. He also was an inpatient at Tadworth Court, the country branch of GOSH. My mum trained there as well.

My parents met Ken and Betty at a local Hampshire CF meeting in May 1972 when Betty was the Secretary and Ken the Treasurer, positions they held for a while before my mum took up the post of Honorary Secretary in 1975.
In 1982 Ken and mum even went to Claridges, London, to meet HRH Princess Alexandra who was and still is, the CF Trust Patron.

They were a key part of the Hampshire CF fundraising committee and attendees at a plethora of events, often organised by my parents. From CF stalls at the Southampton Show, the balloon festival, tennis clubhouses, people’s homes and gardens, Ken and Betty were omnipresent. Ken took people’s entrance money at many of these events; a mantle that was passed to my dad overtime before his heart breaking demise due to Motor Neurone Disease just over a year ago. Betty would help out with the ‘bring and buy’ stall or serve refreshments.

In fact for over 30 years they were for many people synonymous with CF fundraising in Hampshire. They could have dipped out following the death of their son but they stayed loyal and dependable. I was always there and so were they.
So when that text came through and I read that one of my biggest supporters had perished, I did feel terribly upset, even though his failing health meant I hadn’t seen him in a few years. As a father myself I pondered on how rough it would have been for them to lose their one and only child at such an early age and that being that.

I believe that they viewed me as a pseudo grandson, making frequent visits to our house and always remembering my birthdays. They were extremely thrilled when I married Katie and when we had our son Felix. They must have felt pride and joy in all my life achievements and milestones. But that must have been twinned with gut-wrenching pangs of grief for their own boy who didn’t live nearly long enough to work full time, buy a house, marry or have children.

At 24 I was not long out of University, getting into work, playing my hockey and having more fun than is reasonably possible. I cannot conceive how awful it would have been for them to lose Peter at such a fledgling age.

Peter, who I never formally knew, is one of many sadly deceased CF sufferers who are hard-wired into my conscience, binding my soul with the fortitude and hope to carry on with my relentless fight for survival.

They lost their boy but found another one to make a difference for. I was always there to remind Ken and Betty of the cherished son they had and they were always there as extra grandparents for me and as willing helpers to raise money to treat my illness. I will always be grateful for their care and devotion. Love always…

I will keep you posted on my life affirming moments, trials and tribulations as and when they happen. Please keep reading and sharing my blog and sign-up (on the right hand side tab) if you have not already done so.

Yours cup half full.

Tim Wotton

* Cystic Fibrosis is one of the UK’s most common life threatening inherited diseases, affecting over 9,000 people. The condition affects the internal organs, especially the lungs and digestive system, by clogging them with thick sticky mucus. This makes it hard to breathe and digest food. Each week, five babies are born with the condition, however, each week, three young lives are also lost to it. There is currently no cure for CF. However, existing gene therapy trials in the UK are bringing people with the illness closer to a form of cure but CF is not that well known and would benefit from more public donations. For more information and to find out more view the CF Trust Website.


About Tim Wotton

I live with my lovely wife (Katie) and spirited ten-year old son (Felix) in Morden, Surrey; working full-time as an internal communications specialist in the Oil & Gas sector. I have played sport, particularly hockey, tennis all my life and now regularly go to the gym. Cystic fibrosis has been a huge factor in my life, but not one that overshadows it. I have always had great support from my loving family - parents Margaret and Douglas (RIP), elder brother Chris and my twin brother Jez. I have many rich life insights based on knowing I have a reduced life expectancy and battling against the odds for over 44 years. My eyes and heart have been opened by my health struggle. I feel empowered to share my life lessons to help anyone with health and life issues to overcome. My passions include Paul Smith clothes, dress shirts (believing that it's enlightening to dress like it's your last day on earth), Alfa Romeo cars, spicey food, Harlequins and England rugby, Southampton FC, Wimbledon village and common, Dorset, seascapes, sunsets and military history. I am available for public speaking on this subject matter and can be contacted via timwottonAThotmailDOTcom. I have written a book 'How have I cheated death?' based on my euphoric countdown year to 40 which was published in 2014 and won the 2015 'Best Achievement' Award at the UK People's Book Prize. It is available via e-book, audiobook and paperback at Amazon and to order from UK bookstores. Go to the relevant sites below or in the UK go to a WH SMITH, Waterstones or Foyles bookstore and give them my name, book title and this ISBN number (9781849637190). It’s also available via GARDNER’S, BERTRAM’S, AUSTINMACAULEY.COM, BLACKWELL’S, PLAY.COM, AMAZON.CO.UK AND AMAZON.COM
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11 Responses to Always there

  1. john prior says:

    Lovely, touching obituary, Tim. Stay well yourself, you continue to inspire me. Enjoy you wonderful family over Christmas. Big love.

  2. Christine says:

    Wonderful tribute Tim to a wonderful man. Philip and I attended his cremation service , I echo all you have said about his keen interest in the CF children he knew. He will be remembered for many years to come.

    Kathryn and Tim home in 4 days. We are excited and counting the days……….

    Very happy Christmas to you, Katie and Felix.

  3. sue kruk says:

    Well spoken again, Tim. It was very sad to hear of Ken’s passing. I met him but only a few times. But what a legacy he left ! He and Betty, and all those throughout the country who set to work to establish the Trust’s work, in the 60s, deserve our gratitude.

  4. Tom says:

    What a wonderful gift they had with you. Having 8 grandchildren,with another on the way, I feel blessed to celebrate their lives. It will have broke their heart, as any parent would, but in you they found solace and you in there joy at your achievements. Something for them to be proud of. Once again a wonderful eulogy and blog.

    Regards Tom

    • Tim Wotton says:

      Hi Tom, I’m touched that my words meant so much to you. Good luck with fitting in time to be grandparents to 8 (and soon to be 9) grandchildren. Looks like you’ve created your own wonderful legacy!
      God bless and happy xmas

  5. I can only endorse all you said about Ken and Betty and in a way, having lost my parents, your maternal grandparents far too young, I looked upon them as pseudo parents for me. They were always so willing to help and Ken and I had a wonderful day meeting and talking to Princess Alexandra so many years ago.
    much love and a timely blog

  6. Smolik, Sam L says:

    Hello Tim,

    Stephanie said to wish you and your family a Merry Christmas!!!

    All the best,

  7. lesley porter says:

    Thankyou as always Tim.
    Wishing you and your family a peaceful and Happy Christmas.
    God Bless. Lesley

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